Monday, March 30, 2009
Sunday, March 22, 2009
Obsolute technology lives on

Busses that make you look twice

Thursday, March 19, 2009
October in Berlin!


Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Reflections on Juggling
Reflections...
- I am awed by howe energized I am by planning this trip and changing my life
- Today I remembered that I am not cut out to be a corporate girl, 9-5 is not my thing
- Giving stuff away feels good
- I am heartened by how positively gleeful and appreciative the regular homeless guy by IGA is when I buy him chocolate
- I am plotting Berlin and Athens, which first... ?
- How convenient that I had a travel book on my shelf, called Seasons of Rome, and that it starts in the fall on September 4th... I will be arriving on September 4rd, so it was soooo coool to learn about what is on the minds of locals at that time of year
- My purple hair needs some refreshing...
That's it for now...
Sunday, March 15, 2009
Cheap travel in Europe

I'd heard Ryanair was cheap, but, wow:
- Paris to Barcelona: .79 Euros + fees = 23.91 Euros
- Paris to Rome: 4.79 Euros + fees = 27.91 Euros
Saturday, March 14, 2009
Pondering Foreign Flings

Friday, March 13, 2009
Cheap, dreamy spot in Algarve, Portugal - maybe?


Sunday, March 08, 2009
Rome in September!

Friday, March 06, 2009
I will see the Tour de France first hand!!!


Random reflections

- I walk past my bookshelf tonight and find this title staring out at me: Barcelona, by Robert Hughes. I just LOVE how my bookshelf does that. Probably picked it up a few years ago second hand and never read it. Sweet!!
- Why is pizza delivered cold a bad thing, and cold pizza in the morning is one of the most wonderful things in the world?
- They jacked up one of the cranes at the construction site across the street - damn, I missed it! I wanted to watch so I could see how they did it.
- I wonder if the crane operators like moving porta-potties around just for fun, or if there is some logical reason for relocating them every day this week.
- I giggled loudly once as the guy attaching the chain around a porta-pottie took a moment to check there was no one inside, just before they lifted it up. good lord, i hope they never forget.
- 7 days ago Europe was a vague idea, and today I have 2 months accomodation booked in 2 of the most fabulous cities in the world (Barcelona and Paris)
- I was exhausted at the start of the week, and energized at the end
- I love the sun, and can't believe it will really snow tomorrow
- I loved hearing the honking of Canada Geese and they flew by my apartment tonight
- I love google, I refound my fav cleaning lady, I need a rescue! help arrives tomorrow... I shall work on my laptop while the cleaning demons whirl around me
Paris in August!!!





Thursday, March 05, 2009
Walking distance to Coliseum... ***swoon***

Noted added later: eventually heard back from the guy, it's not available, but am happy as I've landed another Rome spot I am very happy with!
Wednesday, March 04, 2009
Barcelona in July
Tuesday, March 03, 2009
Cheap sleeps Paris?

It's interesting exploring options.... maybe rent an apartment, or a sublet, or an apartment share / spare room arrangement, housesitting possibilities... what am I missing?
Monday, March 02, 2009
Sleep and other things
- A couple nights of not going to bed until 3 or 4 am are catching up with me, sleep please!
- This weekend I was listening to the stereo that I traded on Craigslist for a suitcase
- I realized I really am going to do this Europe thing
- Today my car for a 1 hr errand was a Toyota Matrix (cost under $5 from CAN), I like driving this one, other than the fact it looks stationwagony
- Fixed up my bank account about an hour before my rent would have bounced
- Amused that I got a big cheque in the mail that I forgot I was getting, sweet
- Almost at the end of my portable sketchbook, and just remembered I bought a couple neat cheap ones from the Met in NYC - nice red cover
- Oh, yeah, NYC, wasn't that a month ago... I should unpack sometime soon...
Thursday, February 26, 2009
Reflections today
- I am very glad I took a day off to regroup
- holy shit, I don't have a job (soon), gasp
- yeah, I get to recreate myself
- I feel ok
- I am ready for, and optimistic, about what comes next
- I am blown away by all the kind words that have come my way in the last 24 hours
- 3pm and I am still in my pjs - bliss!
- there isn't much vodka left from last night
- good thing I slept in
- I really should have a nap
- everywhere I look I see: doodles and travel books
- my apartment looks like it has been vandalized
- as I had a smoke on my deck today, I picked up a newspaper section to read, from May 2007!
- I'm amused that my wireless access is slow today, it's a sign, I really should be doodling instead
All amusing, but I have had another reflection. This job was where I went to get some stability in the final year or so of my sister's life, to have structure and an outlet to grieve her death, and a safe place to refind myself, a different self, as the years passed. She would want this for me now, the courage to walk away and see what life has next, including travelling the world. This time in my life is about moving on from illness, death and grief to life. Hell, I didn't even break down sobbing as I wrote that, there's a change ;-)
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
Making a dream come true

Tuesday, February 24, 2009
Awesome backstage pics of life as a model


There are Alps in Antarctica? Apparently so...

OSLO (Reuters) – Jagged mountains the size of the Alps have been found entombed in Antarctica's ice, giving new clues about the vast ice sheet that will raise world sea levels if even a fraction of it melts, scientists said on Tuesday.
Monday, February 23, 2009
A pic a day for 10 years

Saturday, February 21, 2009
Global girl
To prosecute or help?
Moments from my Deepak Chopra evening
It was a good event... but I am compelled to note strange moments...
- I arrive at the theatre in time to get a vodka before they start and... guess, what.. no bar!!! LOL.
- I'm on the aisle, guy 3 seats in - with the most enormous glasses since Elton John - saying, "do you think i should pee before it starts? will there be an intermission?" (he doesn't)
- Lots of white women people wearing white flowing robes and white turbans
- Endless promotions and marketing in the opening remarks, along with "all they flyers in the lobby are for the betterment of the world and our spiritual journeys" or something like that. Sets me up for a 'what crap' thought. my comfort is I like Deepak
- Deepak delivers with a joke about all the commercials - with his wonderful voice
- I sit back and doodle throughout
- Deepak: 60% of our bodies share the same DNA as a banana
- Intermission, out for a smoke break, how unspiritual, then chat with a woman with an accent who says she has some of her most spiritual moments when smoking
- I'm standing outside in short sleeves thinking how nice it is for Feb - and see a crowd of drunk teenagers wearing toques - one with a reb pom pom
- back to show, more doodles, more enlightenment
- Afterwards, someone has a limo pick them up - isn't that out of sync with being really spiritual? treasure mother earth and all that
- I go to a great spot for a crepe or 2, and a glass of wine or 3, doodle and flirt with the bartender - 15 younger than me and probably gay, but fun anyways, then me tipsy enough to cancel my own Interac transaction
- Walking home 3 girls with no coats, fancy very short dresses, high heels - are they going to meet the boys with toques?
Here are my doodles from the show.
Postscript added the next day: despite the silliness of my post from last night, it was actually a pretty powerful evening, and I have been thinking about the coincidences that got me there
Friday, February 20, 2009
Happy Follow Friday
Daily Routine - Day 5 (finale)
- 6:15 slowly awake
- oh, thank goodness its Saturday
- roll over
- hmmm... something's not right
- oh! it's NOT Saturday
- it's Friday
- GRIN
- it FEELS like Saturday because I have the day off - start of a 4 day long weekend!
- roll over again
That's it.
This has been an interesting adventure, to blog my mornings for a full week, but to be honest, it was more fun and funny the first couple of days... though at some point i might look back at all this and find it amusing... i
I also left me thinking that i could write a fictional blog and have a blast with it... as soon as i thought about that, "Dell" went through my mind... hmm.... a girl named Dell in a big city blogs her daily life?
Thursday, February 19, 2009
Odd moments from my day
Enough odd moments today that i've gotta capture them:
- Sign seen at a gas station: NOW HIRING ALL DIESEL CARS WELCOME
- I met with my boss today, and she said nothing about the fact i now have purple hair
- pulled out my chapstik to light my cigarette
- on my way home on skytrain, feeling totally broke, i look in my purse to see if i can find enough loonies and twoonies to buy smokes ... and find $40 US!! bonus!
- Burrard & Georgia, crossing the street, a guy walks by talking on the phone, and the snippet I hear is "did you ejaculate?"
Morning Routine - day 4
Ran into the aforementioned colleague who sparked this whole daily routine thing today, and she said, "you're taking editorial liberties with all that, right?" I assured her, no, this IS my life!! She then said, "please tell me you don't have Red Bull for breakfast?" LOL. Yes i really do!
Ok, my morning today:
- woke up about 5:30, slept well, but fatigued
- ponder the morning, and the knowledge that i do have a red bull in the fridge, but nothing for breakfast
- went outside for a smoke and thought about my day... really hoping to pull off a 4 day long weekend, so there is much to do to pull that off
- figure I might as well stay up and go in early and get at it
- tune to MSNBC for Morning Joe
- take prescriptions, pleased i hadn't forgotten once this week
- look to my right - it's a Panago box - ah yes!! I'd ordered pizza last night and ordered some of those sweet breadsticks that you dip in icing (how evil) - yes!!
- nuke the box, grab my red bull, and slip into my easy chair and pick up my laptop
- put the laptop down when i start dipping the breadsticks in icing
- wait for the "what we learned today" segment on Morning Joe, then turn to CBC Newsworld at 6
- ah, yes, Obama day! it's a camera on Air Force one in DC waiting for Obama to arrive by helicopter to get on and head our way
- log into work email and catch up
- check my calendar and remember i have a 9:00 coffee meeting
- there's Obama boarding Air Force One
- start twittering, and find it very easy to NOT get going, yesterday was a rough day, so figure it's good for me to chill
- decide that it is also a taxi day - on plastic
- manage to pass 2 hours, doing what, i cannot recall, but at some point decided to hang out til Obama lands
- at some point, another smoke
- gave twitter a play by play from a Canadian's perspective
- VERY cool to see the photo op of the first Black American President and the first Female Black Governor General -- and they weren't stiff and all that shit, they were genuinely laughing and smiling - VERY cool
- ok, it's 7:50, I guess I'd better get going
- out for a smoke
- quick shower
- as i dress, i pick my nice yellow t-shirt with the 3/4 length sleeves that I bought in NYC -- the fabric is soft and i want to wear it, it feels like a caress on my skin and somehow comforts me and balances out how vulnerable i felt at the end of yesterday
- 8:10, I've cut that kind of close, i'd better go
- log back into email and send a message or two, and pick up the phone numbers of the person i'm meeting, in case i am late
- doddle and leave about 8:20, oops
- flag a cab and off I go
- doodle
- all well until we end up behind an accident on Kingsway, looks like time to chill
- call my meeting to let them know i'm late
- doodle
- pull up at the office at 9:10
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
Morning Routine - day 3
This morning, really began with last night, and so would not be complete without including it:
- must have fallen asleep watching the news, as I woke up at 1:30am in my easy chair before the tv
- slighty disoriented, so not ready to drop into bed, so pick up my laptop and start twittering and surfing
- 2:30am now starting to feel sleepy, just a few more minutes before I go to be... then come across the Facebook ToU story and gotta know more, and the more I know, the madder I get and .....
- 4:45 am, ok, enough is enough, time to get some sleep
- laugh as I set my alarm, as it's usually set to go off at 5:15... I settle on 8:00 am, and fall into a dead sleep
- 8:20, the snooze cycle finally wakes me up, sigh, i roll over and get some SAD light time as I think about my day
- my first meeting is at 10:00, so if I leave by 9, all's well
- get up, take prescriptions
- sit down to check work email, slay any dragons, and see what's up
- contemplate giving myself a break and taking a taxi instead
- 8:40, I see an email that indicates that my 10:00 meeting might be rescheduled
- shower, and dress
- no food, no redbull...
- 8:55, still no rescheduled meeting, i need to leave, yet, i figure the meeting will be rescheduled, so I figure it's worth not rushing, and I can always take a cab if need be
- 9:00, still nothing
- 9:10, yeah! meeting rescheduled to another day!
- decide that this is still a cab day
- about 9:20 I leave
- waiting for the elevator, I hear someone's keys as they lock their door, so I hold the elevator for them, "nice young man" gets on, surprised and grateful that I waited so he could get on, yes, he's cute, but he's half my age! but still a positive ride down
- wave at the building managers as i walk out the door, a sure sign that i'm leaving late
- stop at IGA to get cash and fuel
- the bank machine spits out my $80, but tells me my balance is shockingly low - what? less than $40 left? it's still 2 days to payday
- I pick up a cinnamon raisin bagel, a couple redbull (1 for tomorrow) and yogurt
- I unfold the bills in my pocket, pull out a $20, then fold it before I give it to the cashier, lol, that's backwards, you're supposed to unfold it before you give it to her, i guess i am more sleep deprived than i thought, the cashier and i laugh as I stuff my fuel in my bag
- grab a plastic spoon... and a handful of napkins for the tp thing
- head down Burrard to the Sutton Place to get a cab, if one doesn't come along sooner
- a few steps later, a cab is coming my way, i flag him down, but he seems clueless and keeps driving by, sheesh... oh well, I see cabs at the hotel, 1/4 of a block away
- i hear a honk, turn, and there's my cabbie afterall
- I get him in, give him the coordinates, and lay my head back
- he turns up the radio, but i ask him nicely to turn it off
- breakfast in the backseat of my cab
- then start doodling.... not great shocks in this cab, so bumpy for doodles, but we are making good time, so it's cool
- start thinking about the cash situation, and figure i have a better chance of getting to friday if i use plastic for the cab
- as we get close to work, i put away my sketchbook and dig out my security pass and put it in my pocket
- as we pull up the building, something feels odd.... i check my pocket, no security pass, but i had put my vpn token in my pocket instead - doh. i do the switch
- arrive at the office at 9:50
The story really can't stop there, as i have more demonstrations that i'm not so bright... such as a splitting headache that i dig out some aleve for. there was something else, but i can't remember it now.
not as interesting or funny as other days, but this is my life. I manage to have this kind of sleep-screwed-up morning every couple of weeks....